February 2012
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Moving On - Day 19.
Me: Mamimiss mo ba ako pag nawala na ako?
Him: Hindi. *laughs*
Me: Ay ganon? Okay. Hahaha (sarcastic)
Him: Syempre mamimiss!
Me: Weh? Napilitan pa!
Him: Eh di hindi na… hindi! Hahahaha
Hmmmm… I miss having this kind of talk with you. In few hours time I’ll be off to Singapore and I’m not sure if you remember that I’m leaving for the ICCS Seminar. That...
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Dear Abu Dhabi,
Why do I always want to be with you whenever I’m sad and brokenhearted? I guess you have this magic which makes me feel A LOT BETTER every time I see your beauty. I miss being around with you.
Love lots, Tine
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Moving On - Day 18.
I haven’t posted anything these past few days. I guess it’s because you’re getting off my mind little by little.
One more thing… mas masaya pa rin pag ikaw kausap ko.
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Moving On - Day 17.
CONGRATS! You’re already starting to make me feel you’re slowly drifting away from me. In few days time, I know everything will be different. Something I’m sure I won’t like.
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Moving On - Day 16.
I wanted to tell you how much I miss you so bad.
I wanted to tell you that I STILL love you…
… but is it worth? I DON’T THINK SO.
Here I am, just blabbing everything here in my blog because as much as I wanted to convey what I truly feel, I know it’s useless.
However, I do admit that my Valentine’s Day would’ve been a lot special if we were still OKAY like...
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Moving On - Day 15.
The way you say “hello” makes my heart melt. Why are you acting as if you’re excited to talk to me? IT’S KILLING ME, SERIOUSLY!
Why? Because I couldn’t feel the coldness if I compare it with Acky way back after we decided to part ways.
These things confuse me a lot although I know I’m the one responsible for feeling this way because it might mean TOTALLY...
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Moving On - Day 15.
The way you say “hello” makes my heart melt. Why are you acting as if you’re excited to talk to me? IT’S KILLING ME, SERIOUSLY!
Why? Because I couldn’t feel the coldness if I compare it with Acky way back after we decided to part ways.
These things confuse me a lot although I know I’m the one responsible for feeling this way because it might mean TOTALLY...
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Moving On - Day 14.
This scares me. I couldn’t contact you anymore. Did you change your numbers?
A part of me is sad if ever my instinct is right… but a part of me is also hoping it’s true. At least you’re making it a lot easier for me to forget you.
It’s been weeks now… how many days do I have to endure this pain?
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Moving On - Day 13.
I found an excuse to talk to you again. Thanks for the mixed drink you taught me. It was a successful try on the second time.
Having fun with friends while drinking and watching a movie helped me forget you a bit.
Sad to say… after that, it was still you whom I wanted to talk with even though I was drunk.
Why? Coz I remember you LOVED talking to me when I’m drunk because of how...
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Moving On - Day 12.
… and because I stopped this moving on thingie for couple of days, I think I MUST go back now to reality.
I told myself not to register to any call and text promos to avoid communicating with you, but it’s a failure again.
Maybe I really need to get you out of my system huh? It’s like talking to you became part of my routine and it’s not a good sign.
How can I move on...
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“Kasi fixed na utak niya na wala na talaga. He doesn’t have a room to...”
– Ms. Paraphrasing
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“Sana kasi hindi ko na lang hinayaan MALUNOD ako sa pagmamahal na ‘to.”
– Tine
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I knew asking you would hurt me. Yes, you are torturing me now.
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Moving On - Day 11.
I’m scared of what will happen.
I don’t know if I will be disappointed or be happy for the rest of the month.
Can we postpone this moving on thingie?
… coz I think it’ll be hard for me to do my part at the moment. Yay!
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Moving On - Day 10.
Feeling ko nakakalimutan kita pag nag-iinom ako kasama ng mga kaibigan ko. At least pag ganon, hindi kita masyadong naiisip.
Spending time with friends too makes my heart have fun for a while. Although admittedly, you still cross my mind every now and then.
I WANT US. I STILL WANT US…
… but I know anytime soon I’ll be able to forget this stupid feeling that I have for you.
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“May mali ba akong nagawa? Tila nag-iba ang mga kilos mo at salita. Bakit kaya?...”
– Halik (Kamikazee)
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Moving On - Day 9.
A very disappointed day.
What you told me made me sad because I thought the plan I was proposing to you would work. I guess I didn’t consider all the possible instances that might happen.
Bobo ko lang di ba?
P.S. I have to get tired of doing this.
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Moving On - Day 8.
I’ve done something stupid again. That move was really stupid but it made me happy a bit.
I wanted to tell you everything about what happened between Mr. 3 and I but I feel like it’s useless.
Maybe because you were always interested BEFORE about the things happening around me and you’re an open-minded person that’s why.
Ikaw pa rin eh… mas matimbang ka na nga kesa...
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Moving On - Day 7.
Why are you still communicating with me? You’re supposed to be running away right…? ‘Coz that’s what we showed me exactly a week ago.
You’re making it harder, I swear.
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!@#$%^&*&^ guard sa school!
Mangilan-ngilang beses nako nakakapasok ng school, sa gate 1, ng naka-civilian dahil nga sa internship ko. NAKAKAPASOK NAMAN AKO basta ipakita lang ung ID or any proof na talagang nag-iinternship ako ngayong sem. Partida gumagala pa ako, kami, sa school pag kumakain sa square or nagbabayad sa admin bldg. Ngayon na kukuhanin ko lang ung thesis namin kasi pina-check sa adviser, KINUHA ID ko kesyo...
January 2012
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Moving On - Day 6.
It’s almost a week ago when I felt my heart is in pain for what happened.
Yes, I still manage to smile and laugh but at the end of the day, when I’m about to sleep, thoughts are playing around my mind.
I feel helpless and drowned for loving a person who doesn’t care about me anymore.
… and it sucks because I don’t think if I’m really moving forward.
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unfair kasi hindi ako makapag-concentrate sa taenang thesis na to dahil hindi ka mawala sa isip ko samantalang ikaw, nagpapakasaya kasama ng mga kaibigan mo.
UNFAIR LANG.
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Moving On - Day 5.
I still do the things I used to do when we were still okay.
I was hoping something will change but………
.. it’s a failure.
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Moving On - Day 4.
Pretend as if everything is DAMN OKAY.
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Moving On - Day 3.
Slept really late last night or should I say a while ago. It’s one way (I think) to let time pass and not think of you.
Got some questions in my head and I’m glad you answered ’em. I’m not sure if they’re true. Hmmmm…
Can we still be like how we were before? I DON’T THINK SO.
I’m now wondering if you are jealous of what I’ve told you. You...
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Moving On - Day 2.
Trying to forget he exists in my world.
No text messages or calls.
… and I’m actually planning to change number to avoid the temptation of talking to him again.
Thanks to my girl friends and TMs who made me laugh even if they knew something’s wrong.
Thanks to our thesis which makes my life easier in a way that I get to spend more time with it and drift my attention away from...
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Moving On - Day 1.
Sabi ko hindi na ako iiyak. Tama na ung mula pag-uwi ko eh teary eyed nako… gang sa bus pauwi na hindi ko na mapigilan si Mr. Tears. But God is good na talagang pinapalabas ni Niya ung bigat na nararamdaman ko ng mga panahong un at gusto niyang maging okay na ako.
Ang galing pa nga kasi saktong nakausap ko pa si Papa kanina. I somehow felt better after our conversation although I...
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Tingin ko ramdam niya.
Me: I hate you… bakit ngayon ka lang tumawag?
Dad: Ehh nagbakasyon kasi ako sa Europe. Ang lamig kamo dun. *tawa*
*umiiyak na ako dahil kagabi ko pa siya gustong kausapin*
Dad: Okay ka lang?
Me: Ya. Namiss lang kita.. musta na dian?
*he was telling me jokes kaya iyak-tawa talaga ako. I badly want to tell him what happened… how hurt I am since last night but I know it’s not...
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Dear Papa,
Miss ko na jokes mo… okay lang magmuka akong baliw sa pag-iyak sabay tawa dahil pinapasaya mo ako, at least at this very moment, malilimutan ko ung SAKIT kahit ilang segundo lang.
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Sana araw-araw na lang birthday mo...
… para araw-araw din kitang nakakausap. :)
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Buti pa ang taong grasa.
Eto ang pinaka-nagustuhan kong sinabi niya kahapon noong nagpaalam na kaming aalis.
“Hindi naman ako nananakit ng babae eh.”
Buti pa ‘yong taong grasa. Kahit sa paningin ng iba ay dapat silang katakutan o iwasan, nagagawa pa niyang magsabi ng mga bagay na katulad nun.
Alam niyo habang sinasabi niya ‘yan… talagang makikita mo ‘yong sinseridad sa mata niya. Isa pang...
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As expected, YOU'RE JUST LIKE THEM.
… a very, very typical guy.
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Dito na lang...
… kita kakausapin. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ko pa actually ginagawa ‘to pero wala lang. Gusto ko lang. Baka sakaling mapunta ka dito di ba at mabasa mo to pero alam ko isang malaking asa un eh!
Kumusta ka na ba? It’s been months. Siguro nawiwirduhan ka na sa’kin kasi hindi ako consistent. Minsan nagpaparamdam ako, minsan hindi rin. Ganito kasi paliwanag doon eh. Pag...
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“Jade, will you marry me over and over and over again?”
– Andy (My Binondo Girl)
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This sucks.
Ever since Christmas break started, everything seems uncontrollable. I hate what’s happening now. I really do. He spoiled me with everyday SMS and calls. Now? He wouldn’t even bother to check me out. Nice!
I don’t know why but I’m asking myself… “are you acting like that Tine because you can’t control the situation now?”
This sucks.
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Taong grasa part 1:
Ngayong hapon, nakatsempo kami na makausap ang isang taong grasa. Natuwa kami ng ka-thesis ko dahil ang daldal niya. Magpopost ako ng mga hindi malilimutan niyang sinabi kanina. :)
Taong grasa: May asawa na ba kayo?
Reasercher 1: Wala. Nag-aaral pa kasi kami.
Taong grasa: Ay nako mag-asawa na kayo kasi malapit ng magunaw ang mundo.
DAEG! Pangalawang tao na siya na nagsabi sa akin/sa amin na...
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Random guy fact #4:
May isang karaniwang sakit na laganap sa kanila… BIGLA-BIGLA NA LANG TATAMARIN MAKIPAG-COMMUNICATE whether call or text pa yan.
Darating at darating sa punto na ‘yon kaya dapat ready ka.
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Random guy fact #3:
basta ALAK ang usapan, kayang-kaya kang ipagpalit niyan.
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eeehhhhh pwede na pala akong...
Mama: Tumawag si Papa mo. Tinatanong kung nakita ko na ung graduation picture mo.
Tine: Oh? Tumawag din siya kanina eh. Ano ba yan excited kayo ah! Easy lang. Hindi niya rin naman makikita ngayon. HAHAHA.
Mama: Eh kelan mo ba kasi i-uupload?
Tine: Basta! Pag makikita na niya. Hahaha.
Mama: PWEDE KA NG MAG-ASAWA, NAK! GRADUATE KA NA!
Tine: Whoa! Grad. pic pa lang yan ah. HAHAHAHA. (talagang...
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“Siguro kelangan ko munang masaktan ng masaktan ng masaktan ng masaktan hanggang...”
– Onyx (My Binondo Girl)
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“Sana kahit isang araw, isang oras o isang minuto hinayaan mokong mahalin kita.”
– Onyx (My Binondo Girl)
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Random pictures. Random stories.
Heeeeeeeyyy! How’s everyone?
So I gave up doing another project 365 due to busy schedule. I’ll be posting random pictures everyday instead. Probably it’s an old one. I have already searched my files here and will be starting to post a picture after this. :)
By the way… Hello to my new followers. Thank you for following. Wiiieee!
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I did a WALLET TAG at maarteh.net. →
You can pay a visit if you want to see what’s inside my wallet. Pictures? Hmmm… check it out!
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“Minsan kailangan MASAKTAN ng tao ng SAGAD-SAGARAN para malaman niyang TAMA NA.”
– Amethyst (My Binondo Girl)
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Random guy fact #2:
Sa umpisa lang yan SWEET. Tatawag araw-araw minsan nga oras-oras pa. Bigyan mo ng isang bwan yan pagtapos nun… dahan-dahan na yang mawawala.
Kaya ikaw wag kang masanay kasi mahirap!
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Random guy fact #1:
Kung kelan hindi mo sila pinapansin, doon naman text ng text. Umaga, tanghali, gabi… magtetext, makuha lang atensyon mo. Ngayong pinapansin mo naman, tsaka umaarteng kala mo hindi ka kilala.
Ano ba?!?
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